Dear Evan Hansen (poem)

Edit: omg why tho?! Thank you so much for the feature but I made this at 1am?

Roles reversed for Evan and Connor. This is from Connor’s POV

They found your body in the park

Arm broken

Brain dead

You would’ve needed a cast for your arm

If you were awake enough to breath

And your breath would’ve been cold

Since it was November when you jumped

And your breath turns cold

Within your lungs

When it’s November

It was the only day of the week

When it didn’t rain

Can’t help but feel

As if you picked that day

Only because of the weather

Lying to your mom

I’ve heard many things

Why didn’t you take your anxiety meds?

For the last few days before the ing

Before you jumped

And I don’t know you

Never did

Never will

But everyone else says they did

But I know they’re lying

It makes me mad

Because they never say you’re dead

Only ed away or gone

But I suppose Jared is still in denial

But he doesn’t really talk

A full bottle of anxiety medication

A park ranger to the park at night

A tall tall tree

A sad sad teen

I’ve figured it out

It took me a while

I’ll keep on lying for you

Or I guess it’s lying for me

I know how you feel

But yet I can still breath

Because I was stronger than you

And yet I can’t shake the feeling

That since you don’t have to face it all

Keep up a lie

And spinning tales

That you were the stronger one

You got out of it

And I’m still biding my time

Until I see you again

A mess to a mess

I hope you enjoy heaven

Or whatever awaits you

Sincerely me

Word count = 278

#rrwnov