young love ♱

so like...im kinda back from the dead and most of you don’t even know who i am but my name is michi and im a veteran here lol. anyways enjoy the fic :watermelon:

btw this is treebros

young love

you never really suspect someone to change your life until it actually happens right in front of your eyes. there was a time in my life where miracles were a myth to me and that happiness was non existent.

waking up in the morning was a struggle. going to school was an absolute nightmare. being with my family was atrocious. things that were considered fun was amiss for me.

maybe i was just an angsty teen at age 17 but soon that changed when something...well someone stepped foot into my personal bubble and made me see things in a better light. that someone was named evan hansen.

a pretty name for a pretty face. he wasn’t very tall for someone his age and he seemed like a huge nerd when i first saw his big blue eyes stare right back at me in the halls.

“ah...im sorry uh.. let me get that-“ he pushed into me in the halls one day as we were staring at one another. i wasn’t really affected by it since i was distracted by his ocean like eyes but evan was the opposite. he was panicking and in total distress with the situation.

i grabbed his arm after seeing it shake for a moment and noticed a white cast in the other arm; which was untouched. evans eyes stared right into my soul as i slowly released him from my grip and he stood up immediately. “ah um...im sorry, let me just get my things and ill be on my way” he bent down again to pick up his books and took two steps forward before i grabbed his back pack.

“uh...no ones signed your cast yet.. how come?” i asked normally since i too was nervous to talk to him. he looked down at his cast and moved his body away from me a bit aggressively. “i don’t really have friends since im so..quiet and weird” he said gently to me and my heart was crushed.

i reached over to my backpack and pulled out a black marker and walked over. i gently grabbed his broken arm and lifted it close to my eyes before smiling. “ill write something” i commented before taking the cap off with my teeth and started to write.

i knew my writing skills were terrible but at the moment i tried my very best to not mess up by making a spelling error. after a couple seconds of writing, i closed the marker and shoved it into my pocket before looking at the boy’s expression. it was plain at first but then his response was more than i excepted.

he started to smile from ear to ear and jump a little in excitement. he looked up at me and giggled before taking a step back “ill text you connor murphy... better not leave me on read” he smirked a little before walking away and going to his next class.

“move emo kid” some random teen said to me as i soon realised the bell rang and i instantly sprinted to class with a small smile on my face. i was certain that evan would behave a little differently to a message like that but it was the opposite which caught me by surprised. it wrote...

connor was here and thinks you’re pretty cute

heres my number x-xxx-xxx-xxxx

after that day, evan and i were like magnets ; always attached to one another no matter what. i always walked him from class to class, he would always give me some of his lunch, and there were those rare days where we would just hold hands as we walk home together.

it was all very innocent and slow. i wasn’t use to having crushes and going through with the whole relationship process what so ever but evan made it easy. evan wasn’t a complicated boy and i wasn’t complicated either.

we understood each other more than we realised which was why i wanted to make things official after a couple months of just being best friends. i had my plan for a confession but something came up.

“connor im...im leaving..” i the pain i felt when i heard those words escape his lips so smoothly. the face expression he was making was also heartbreaking. tears were welling up in his eyes and he was trying his best not to sob but little hiccups were let out. “we are graduating soon and.. i was accepted into this really good school for biology and im going to take it...but i don’t wanna leave you behind you are really important to me and i just-“ i was nervous. of course i was nervous.

i wanted the moment i kissed evan to be special and romantic. i pictured fairy lights everywhere as well as being surrounded by things that represented us. tubs of ice cream, a polaroid camera, a guitar for me to play for him, a laptop to watch movies and lots and lots of hand holding.

“you...you can go evan...ill be waiting here for you right here since i won’t be going anywhere” i told him the moment i pulled away. his eyes were wide for a moment but he didn’t let it sink in before hugging me tightly “i wanna take you with me~” he cried out as i held his waist and cried along with him.

connor murphy was not a cry baby...but i made an exception that day since i didn’t like the idea of evan leaving for 4 years. it seemed too long for me at the time. i let the raw tears pour out of his eyes as evan did the same. we held each other for a long time , more than ever before.

two weeks later , i was helping with his luggage bag and asking for directions to where he had to go. i was feeling dejected about the whole situation but i knew this would make evan very happy. soon we made it to the front gate and he hugged me tightly “ill call you every weekend and keep you updated on my studies... promise me you won’t go to some other guy while im away” he reached over to grab my cheeks and i nodded “you better promise me you won’t see other guys too evan” i said teasingly and he laughed.

we hugged one another for a long time before even had to go. he gave me a single kiss on the lips before pulling away and waving goodbye. i waved back and watched as he slowly turned around and rushed inside to catch his flight. i walked back to my car and pulled out my phone to text my sister zoe before going back home feeling hopeful and happy.

hey zoe, if you see me moping it’s because my boyfriend left.. make me hot chocolate to make me feel better yeah?

those four years were torture to me even when i distracted myself with getting a degree. after a year of evan being gone, i decided to get a degree in

psychology to be able to become a councelor for kids. i struggled a lot as a kid so being able to prevent kids from going through the same thing really made me want to pursue this goal and my family was 1000% on board with it.

they did their best to pay for my school fees and i too did my part by working two jobs. it was a lot of stress for me when i was only 19 but i knew that evan would be so happy for me when he came back. he too had two jobs for food and books while his mom paid for everything else.

both evan and i were so caught up in our studies we didn’t talk for weeks on end sometimes. i feeing so guilty for being away for so long but i was ionate about my goal and evan was the same. we were both anxious but determined to finish our goals to be together and live happy.

soon two years went by...three years...four years. i was cleaning up the back when my coworker who was named cindy came rushing inside and grabbed my arm. “connor get your twig butt out here now!” she yelled at me excitedly to which i pushed her off “what’s so important that you’re stopping me from working..” i raised a brow as i followed her out and soon my world began to shine. my body felt light as i saw an angel cascade down in front of me.

“well... aren’t you gonna give me a hug?” evan smiled widely at me as i let out a laugh and ran to his arms. he began to cry out loud as i lifted him up in the air and kissed his beautiful face over and over again. “i was suppose to pick you up on saturday baby, how are you here?!” i yelled out in delight as evan was too busy crying and giggling to be able to reply.

“well my visa was kinda expiring so i decided to leave without telling you... sorry but i just had to see you already i missed you so much” he said to me to which i cried and kissed him over and over. he kissed me back and suddenly i ed something extremely important. “baby.. wait here” i pulled away from the boys grip before going to the back and grabbing the small box. i took a deep breathe before putting it in my pocket and walking out.

“you work at a nice place connor-“ he stopped talking when i stood in front of him without saying a word “hey.. why aren’t you talking?” he raised a brow at me as i stared at him for a long time before slowly going down on one knee.

cindy gasped as she quickly grabbed her phone and started to take a video of the moment. there was still people in the small shop and they all were very much interested in evan and i. “i was gonna do this saturday and was going to write a long ass speech on why you should say yes but.. i guess today , right now, is perfect too” i started and began to choke up as i saw evans face being filled with an overwhelming expression.

“evan i just... i just really fucking love you and i wouldn’t want my life to be complete without you being in it... i want you to be in my life until we grow old and wrinkly so...evan hansen..will you marry me?” i said and without a word, evan tackled me to the floor and nodded “yes yes yes! 1000 times yes connor murphy!” he yelled out and we kissed as both staff and customers were cheering and congratulating us.

after the proposal, evan took me to our parents house and everyone was there. evans mother, my parents and my sister. they took a glance at evans finger and immediately started to plan the wedding. a lot is squeals were heard as well which made me laugh.

“ah young love...it’s wonderful isn’t it you two?” my father told evan and i as the girls were too busy planning and i held evans hand tight. “it is dad.. young love is perfect” i told him proudly and that’s how life truly began for us.

it was young love that brought is together and i wouldn’t want it any other way. miracles do exist and now im the happiest ive ever been.