Happy Pride Month everyone!
This is hard for me to come out and say this but I am a Transgender PanDemi furry. I found al this out about myself though a good couple years of me going though a journey. I experimented with genderfluid for 2 years and afterwards something just changed about me. I hated my voice, I was getting really bad gender dysphoria, I hated wearing feminine clothing and also the words she/her made my stomach twirl. I started out small with my transition. Wearing men's clothing [made sure they were baggy], deepened my voice [without testosterone] so i would purposely strain it, and i changed my hair to short. I started to ask people as well to start using he/him pronouns and was strict on those who called me she/her.
Now, fast forward to put of college and i came out to my family [my mom, grandma, grandpa, and my lil sis.] My grandparents had short term memory loss so it was hard for them to me or what I told them. My sis was excepting and my mom well, it took years for her to come to and now she is all up in ing me. For legal reasons I still have to use my documented dead name but once I get enough saved, I want to change my birth certificate name.
I am happy tobannounce as well I have been on testosterone for a year and four months. I am having to deal with acne and I still have moments of dysphoria but besides the point I am happy. I went from testosterone shots to gel testosterone and that was a big change. I can now freely use the gel and travel without a help of a doctor to give me the shots. [I didnt trust myself nor my family to do it.]
The biggest thing I want to add is that, its okay to feel nervous and scared especially coming out to friends and family. It took me years to come out so if your scared to come out it is totally okay. Just know there is groups and safe places to go to talk or call someone amd tell them. It is also okay to question sexualities and also to detransition. You are you and that is something no one can take away.
Piece by indigoGalaxy11 on instagram
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The reference outfit I made
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