Set Me Free

Hello loves, Xoie here :two_hearts:

I'm no poet but I was inspired. Rant at the end if your interested :P

With that said, enjoy :heart:

These scribbles of letters are dedicated to Retro :two_hearts: :heart: , thankyou for being you :sparkling_heart:

Edit: thanks for the feature :raised_hands: :two_hearts:

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Milkshakes and chocolate swirles, lollipops and pigtailed girls are what I dream about these days you see.

Her charm can make the sunrise bitter, her eyes hold this gleam and shimmer.

How I long for her to be with me, yet I don't know her identity!

Calm down please before you call me crazy,

I'm not crazy.

Well ok maybe, just a little, 'kay we know that's bluff. I'm obsessed, can't seem to get enough!

Oh, milkshakes and chocolate swirles, lollipops and pigtailed girls are what I dream about these days you see.

I dream of the day she'd finally be with me.

I'm lost, plunged into the sea of love.

I can't quiet seem to swim up above the surface...but the freedom ain't worth it.

She teases and plays these games with me. I'm screaming, "oh lord this cat-tastrophe"

Every step I take, every move I make, she doges them all oh so perfectly.

She holds all the cards and knows all the rules. Clueless, in her deck, I'm the fool.

She's my Queen but I ain't king, I'm only the joker who can dance and sing:

Milkshakes and chocolate swirles, lollipops and pigtailed girls are what I dream about these days you see.

I'm yearning for the day she'll finally accept me.

Determinedly, yet nervously I make my way towrads her.

Judiously, I now decide that Imma cross that boarder.

The sky has worn its blanket, the winds are getting hotter, though that may just be me, gosh, I think I'll need some water.

This is getting harder.

I look at her figure, no there can't be no one smarter. She's standing on the very place she saved the mayor's daughter.

I inch a little closer, manage to say her name. Then the very next second, I'm a coward-shuch a shame. But before you point fingers, and throw about blame, have a lil' sit sir, let me explain.

See,

she's this beutiful creature, an enigma of sorts. But sometimes her actions can be equivalent to torts.

Her innocent glances and winks are hectic. She thrusts them upon me when I least expect it.

So, I'm not lying, I was gonna confess. She replied to my gretting-getting giddy, no stress.

But those eyes holding mischief, that little coy smile, she played her cards well, I fell in denial.

Blinking once, twice, thrice, that smirk ceased to leave. My heart beat spiked, I went weak in the knees.

I screamed internally, my words died on me.

I'm not about to stutter and loose my diginity. I've got some chivalry and quiet frankly, it's rude to faint infront of your love, you see.

My mouth went dry, as the game field she changed.

"Let's go, kitty."

"I love you." I stammered- too late.

Her hearing was out of range.

So I wallow in this marsh of platonic love. I drown, not caring to swim up above the surface.

It's worthless.

I count the scars she engraves on my thickened skin. My petnames on her tongue should be considered a sin.

But like a love sick kitten I continue to sing:

Milkshakes and chocolate swirles, lollipops and pigtailed girls are what I dream about these days...but you see,

I long for the day she'd set me free.

I long for the day she'd accept me.

I dream of the day her identity would cease to be a mystery.

I beg you, my heart bleeds. Please unshackle these chains for me. Set me free, my lady.

Set me free.

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*birds fly in the distance*

Ok, I'll waste no time or words.

I am super upset - at myself.

I was extremely careless with my work and now it's all gone. Yep. Everything.

I won't hide the truth in the shadows-it did break my heart.

Yes, I was enraged.

Yes, I cried.

Yes, I sucked it up.

I am truly blessed to have such retromazing, wonderful and just plain out kind friends on here who helped me through when my luck was like the black kitty himself. :heart:

And so, now I'll tell you this:

To all my loyal readers,

I apologize.

For it was because of my pitiful carelessness that your ladynoir oneshot AND another amazing surprise oneshot that I was almost done, is now gone.

No, I won't give up.

Yes, I'll re-write it-do you know why?

Not only beacuse it's unfair to you all and to myself if I don't, it's beacuse someone speacial that I hold dear to my heart told me that every time we fix our mistakes and re-do something, we do it better.

So yeah, I have to re-write about 1000 plus words and yeah it'll take time but it'll be worth it.

Beacuse I will fix my mistakes and make this one a thousand times better than the last.

Lesson: Don't leave your work in the amino drafts-back it up.

With that I leave with this quote:

"Death doesn't discriminate between the sinners and the saints. It takes and it takes and it takes."

                   - Hamilton (the musical lol)

In this case, death tooketh meh work :sob:

Welp, if you read through all that- you are an angel and I love you.

Here's some love

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Love, Xe :heart: